Funny how things change

Welcome to the year 2013, summer edition.

Life took a dramatic swing in January when I was officially accepted to Trent University’s Politics program.

((Which, by the way, I can’t explain to you how awesome that sounds. ))

This also means that life turned into prep, work, and the odd outside activity. Working five days a week has been working out fairly well. I love my employer & co-workers, and I hope to continue to work there during the school year.

At the moment, I can’t officially register for any courses. I have to take Politics 1000 (which focuses on democracy and power), and also considering: indigenous studies 1000 (which is a study on the culture & history and how it relates to now), international development 1000 (which is focused on world poverty & why/how it happened), history 1400 (history of globalization), Philosophy 1100 (general philosophy intro), and Canadian studies (most likely canada & globalization).

If I get the lecture & seminar times I would like, I will only have to travel to campus three days a week. That would be excellent. All in all, this year is shaping up to be rather great… Now if only I had the motivation to update this blog. ;)

University, life, and the sleep deprived.

Ok – so my life has gone whirling by very quickly this past week.

I am so freaking tired. Work was fun, crazy, challenging, interesting (except for the two days if bad weather = slower day).

The biggest day of excitement happened on Thursday. After spending the whole day at work, coming home dead-beat tired.. I sit down before dinner & check my email (which I generally do not do). And I freak out. I see the email from admissions (which I was not expecting).

Oh. My. Word.

I’m heading to University this fall. Beyond excited. Beyond happy. Way over the moon. I am going back to school, full time, at my #1 pick in the program I wanted.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Pure happiness. I know it will be a lot of work, this summer will be a lot of work, and it will be a long four (ish) years. But I am so unbelievably happy right now.

Sunday was fun because I had the opportunity to start sharing my news in person. But it also came with that wall.. The wall which comes after big life changes are on the horizon, and life starts to demand a lot more from me. Am I the only one who wants to hide in bed & sleep forever after these cool announcements? It’s just too much excitement and anticipation and emotions and stuff.

So yes. I’m tired. But I am so happy & at peace with what this year will bring.

Paper Towns: Thoughts & Musings

I once heard it said that Paper Towns was not *as good* as TFiOS or Looking for Alaska, because it doesn’t hold the same level of raw emotion in the characters journey and story plot.

So, I’m in love with this book for these reasons:

1.) Because it brought to light the emotions I have with this idea of “moving on” with my life.

2.) I struggle with leaving specific things of life behind, and moving forward to meeting new people and experiencing new things. Because I haven’t had the experience of living in one place until my teen/young adult years.

3.) Because it made me realize that I really can’t change people, and I try to do that too often.

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One heckuva week(end).

Life got really busy, really fast. It seems to like to do that at strange (and what will often be the worst opportunity) times during the year. This past week has been one of those ‘times.’

….But look at all the stuff I got done!

1.) I toured the campus of the University I have been leaning towards applying to.

2.) Applied to said University.

3.) Finished my Political Science foundation class at Athabasca (submitted my research paper AND wrote the final).

4.) Went shopping for pretty clothes to wear to my cousin’s wedding.

5.) Went to said wedding.

Can I just say that growing up is weird. I haven’t seen my two cousins in a decade (or their parents). We grew up spending a lot of time together and have very fond memories of each other… but it was odd being at such a momentous event after such a long time being apart. I thought it would be more awkward and strange, but we picked everything up like there was no decade of “not-really-talking-except-a-phone-call-at-Christmas” type communication.

I’m just so thrilled right now with all this stuff done & family business. Reconnecting with them both was amazing, and so very exciting. Getting my exam & papers done is exciting. And I am cautions, but also excited, for the prospect of going to an actual campus full-time this September.

I wonder what February will bring?

Another fresh n…

Another fresh new year is here,
Another year to live!
To banish worry, doubt, and fear,
To love and laugh and give!
This bright new year is given me
To live each day with zest.
To daily grow and try to be,
My highest and my best!
I have the opportunity,
Once more to right some wrongs,
To pray for peace, to plant a tree,
And sing more joyful songs!

- William Arthur Ward

Project For Awesome: 2012 Edition

There has been a lot of terrible, tragic, and horrific acts this month. It’s absolutely unfathomable the pain these acts of caused for those directly involved, or how it may effect our world in the new year.  It’s senseless, it’s scary, and it just sucks.

Which is why I need to tell everyone this year about the Project For Awesome. This now annual YouTube community event was started by John Green (previously cited as my favorite author ever), and his brother Hank Green. To put it simply, Project For Awesome started back in 2007 and works on making YouTube (and the internet) focused for 48 hours on good acts.

Project For Awesome (click to visit the website) asks people around the world to focus not on the world-suck, and the tragic acts that have taken place this year, but on creating some awesome for the world today and for the next year.

This is not like your typical charity drive. Instead, you can participate in the project in a ton of different ways:

1.) Comment on every ‘Project For Awesome’ video (excluding the live stream). For every comment John Green will be donating 1 penny to the ‘Foundation To Decrease World Suck’ (oh yeah, that is totally what this charity is called.)

2.) Submit a video for YOUR favorite non-profit. The community then votes on which charities/non-profit groups (divided into different categories) should receive a portion of the total donations.

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Official Teaser Image of the 2012 P4A Shirt

3.) Obviously donate some cash. This year, there have been some really cool perks you can purchase through Indigogo as well.  Like, look at this T-shirt I purchased through my donation. HOW. COOL. IS. THIS.

In all seriousness, for the next couple of hours I would totally encourage you all to get involved for a few minutes (or hours) in this project. Even if you are just watching videos, subscribing to random youtubers who are looking to do good, and watching the hilarious antics of the live stream.. It’s worth it.

Because it reminds us that in a world of seemingly endless world suck, there are a group of genuine and loving people. While the Green brothers may inspire us all to act, the fact that a large internet community has made this project soar speaks endless praise for what humanity can be capable of.

God bless, and DFTBA this holiday season.

What did you learn today?

There are a few things in life that I am really passionate about, and most of these passions I can directly link to the way my parents educated me, life has influenced my choices, and events that have made me reconsider those choices.  To specifically name some of these passions: Video Games, Books, Politics, and above all else learning. And I don’t mean just sitting down and doing math problems, because–you know that is what you were told to do. I mean really and passionately pursuing the knowledge of (or in) a certain subject, because you need to know the answer.  You may not understand why the answer has become such a big deal, but for the simple sake of learning and education you are now pursuing it.

I love those moments. but for a very long time it has been difficult to articulate what these moments are like, why I love learning, and why I believe the Internet is so important to allow this learning to happen. Leave it to John Green, whom I have stated to absolutely adore (in a non-creepy, admiration type way) to articulate the very emotions and thoughts I couldn’t convey. Ted Talks are one of the great things that the  Internet has brought to learning, and John Green gave a great talk on education  learning, and why it is important to have a community of learners.

I was fortunate enough to grow up in a community of learners, and people who passionately pursue the right to ask questions and debate the more difficult answers. We all have taken this passion of education and learning to different fields of interest, but in the end our dinner table is never filled with “what did you do today?” — it was always “what did you learn today?”

I’m still not sure where I will end up next year as I pursue my education. Perhaps, I will stick with Athabasca and pursue my education in a way that fits my comfort zone. But I have also come to realize that to pursue my education in this way, I will need to find a community of learners to travel with (at least through cyberspace).

For the first time, I found a way to express the passions I have for learning. I found someone who shared one of my most intimate thoughts. I love the Internet and the meeting of minds that is often found in the most unexpected ways.

So to answer the question:  I learned today that procrastination on a paper, can sometimes lead to education in other areas. But in the end, the paper still needs to be done. That education in nontraditional ways can be healthy, appropriate, and lead to an interesting travel through life.  And that even the most strange of passions are there for a reason.